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I know, I know. It has been way too long for me in updating my blog. To start, it is already the middle of semester; my so-called last semester IF I do not flunk any of my papers. I have been busy with assignments and in three weeks time, there are three assignments due and two presentations coming. How is life, you must be wondering? Nothing much except that I have been taking dance classes and baking cakes for fun. It is also a mixture of ups and downs, trying my very best to survive emotionally every single day. Lots of tears has been shed, not so much of happiness but then again, I am still here, typing this entry.

Somewhere Inside…

It is funny how people that were once strangers have become the closest companions to you at the end of the day. I find it more amusing when a total stranger could actually give deep impact to a person’s life; a stranger who later becomes someone very important in your life that you gave him so much hope and trust. It put a smile on my face, however a stab in my heart whenever people tell me how happy they are with their life, especially when I have been in their shoes in the past. Pathetic eh?

Sometimes we wish we understand the things that are happening around us. “Everything happens for a reason” is a phrase we often hear. But then, how far do you believe in it? How about fate? Do you believe in it? I do. It is something simple and complex at the same time, yet so true to those who believes it.

I think I am too sensitive to what people say or do to me. I guess that explains why I cry easily whenever particular situation take place. Nevertheless, at times I feel that I am insensitive towards other’s feelings. I bet this whole thing is confusing. Sigh, it confuses me too.

Besides that, I do not know whether or not I mean anything to anyone. But I do know that I have friends who are there for me, helping me to go through this particular point of my life.  

“Hey, you’re not the happy *yours truly* that I used to know before.”

And I have had more than one person saying the above to me. I guess it is obvious.

Why did I create this blog in the first place? It was initially created so that I was able to read a certain someone’s blog way back in the past. But then, the blog was shut down. Still, I continued and started writing about my life. I read other people’s blogs and find myself admiring them and even got inspired by them.

At certain point of my life, you would see me writing stories mostly on relationship. I let some of the entries go public but I also keep some of them protected. The reason why I do this is because I would still like to remain anonymous but at the same time, being able to pour out my feelings into the stories without revealing who I am. Nothing new with that, right?

What happened from the last entry until this very day? I must say quite a lot. But I rather not talk about it here as it is personal. All I can say is that things are not going well for me at the moment. Anyway, hope it is not too late to wish all of you a Happy New Year. Take care in everything you do.

Currently Listening Re-Joyce: The Christmas Album By Jessica Simpson see related

- Baby, It's Cold Outside

Currently in Christmas mood!